hello to the big wide world. im emoing again. i know i shouldnt do that but ermm...actually there's nothing much i can do about it. im busy with a lot of things in life: schoolwork, adaptation, softball, huang cheng, tests, makeup lessons....there's just so much going on i dont where to begin.
i'll be damn happy i could just stop time for awhile, even if it was just an hour or so. and no..this is not some drama scene where the girl says she hopes time would freeze or something ._. i seriously need some sleep. ARGHHHHHHH!
ohhhh...and im kind of shocked at all the ...should i call it hypocritness? in school...i dont know how to put it. but yeah..its just appalling to be around all that. i mean its precisely none of my prob and business but im just against it, whether justified or not.
btw, the posting results are coming out tmr. i dont want to see ppl leave..and i dont want to leave.......some ppl make it and some dont. some are glad they're coming in, others are sad they're going out, while others like ME would very much feel like leaving actually....okay, im contridicting myself. however, i dont see anything that i should leave for, but there's precisely nothing that's keeping me either..... so yeah..in an emoing state. i just feel like i wont really mind if im leaving. i just hope the 4a peeps are staying..they're pretty much what's holding me in hc...
there's alot going on, i dont know where to start so yar..im not starting it. i dont have time to do so anyways.......so i shall leave for now, till i'm free again....toodles ((: