been reading some blogs just to take a break from mugging. i realised my entries have been pretty imature so i shall try to talk about mature stuff from now on. :)
actually exactly how many people in our school aspire to be doctors? half? a quarter? what makes me think i actually have a chance at it?
i just realised it doesnt really matter at all since i probably cant afford the med course overseas anyways....after all i loathe studying in singapore. how unadventurous. BUT. that's how the cookie crumbles, the more i loathe it, the more i'll end up studying in nus. just like how i ended up in rv. and hc. and npcc.
miserable life of mine. but i'm left with no apparent choice. since i probably cant get a scholarship, cant go overseas, therefore stuck in singapore. its not that nus is bad, its just that....hmmm...its just. plain boring. of course, as claire tan says this is a weak argument - generalisation. but erhem. she said it herself life is boring here.
but anyways, what's all this carried away thoughts when i'm still stuck here mugging for promos.
read from some book about unhappiness being an inventory. come to think of it. its probably true. that's why its subjective. cause we're creating all this unhappiness within ourselves. we assume they are misfortunes picking on us but really, they are objectively speaking, unavoidable, a catastrophe, an accident, a death, a defeat, a dismissal, a plague, a famine , or the vicious persecution of some blameless person. HISTORY is full of them, as is our own, by which i mean these unfinished times of ours (there are even dismissals and defeats and deaths that are self-inflicted or deserved or indeed, invented).
i suppose observing life as a tragic joke helps. so why dont we just have a good laugh and get over it. It can be as simple or as complicated as you want it to be, aye? but obviously, its never as simple as you want it. haha. ok. that enough of dispairing mature and emo topics for now.
i'm going off to sleep now.
live life the way you deserve it.