HEY peeps. i'm just here to rant abt my random life.
okay. basically, i've been on attachment at kk hospital for the past 2 weeks. 9-5 each day.
really tiring, but fulfilling too.
really learnt a lot. and you will realise, that i have grown a lot too.
comparing my stuff to those kids, its really nothing. not really nothing. but just relatively x)
yup, quite an emotional journey, i cant say a lot cause it a policy that i cant reveal anything from the hospital and patient cases. but yeah, you'll probably get what i mean, sick children, very sick children, tired doctors, tired nurses, tired me.
actually, as some of you may know, i somehow got the whole idea of being a doctor seeded in me.
not that i dont want to, or forced to but yeah.. SEEDED.
now, i'm hesitating, kind of feel like i'm aimless right now.
always wanted to get into med school and just slog my life away.
but i realised, its not what i want after all.
i knowww... it sounds ambitious, like i'm even going to get in :(
but yes, that's what i want. or should i say wanted.
(there was some part i wanted to add in when i was typing this, but erm.. i decided not to... cause it might hurt someone. but i really do want to tell this person the things i typed out but i was too worried to post. it might hurt her, but its for her own good, so when i've mustered enough courage, i might tell her personally, so she can lead a less antisocial life. wow, that's harsh.)
ok. that was digression. but, hmm. it WAS what i wanted, i'm not exactly sure now... where the road is leading.... maybe i'll become a roadsweeper after all.... ((: haha. childhood jokes. cant deny you love them.
as you realise, the main idea is, i dont know how to end that, so yup. let's jump on to the next idea>>
haha. i'm working parttime!!!!!!
finally, i found a job, that gives meagre pay, but hey, its better than working at the hotel as a waitress if you ask me. pays less, but work less too :x
its some admin job at temasek holdings... got it through pulling strings.. :x
i think its more meaningful and definitely more prestigious than working at a hotel as a waitress. materialistic me, HAD to mention this even though its just parttime work. ARGH. i hate myself.
that's abt what's happened, and what's going to happen in my life lately.
ohyeah, and pertaining to previous post, going to taipei in 1WEEK.
people, please pray i'm coming back safe and alive.
that's if you even like me, and not cursing behind my back, wishing i'm dead.
TOUCHWOOD. i shall stay alive to annoy these people. haha. how can they be so myopic to hate me?! hah. you'll regret it.
ok, toodles peeps. (believe it or not, a doctor said goodbye to me with toodles. wth?!)
you know you love me
xoxo
your beloved friend
PHYLLIS<3