roars, and thus the blocks are OVER. but the aftermath is not. though i did mention in my last post that i would attempt in mugging harder. but it did not happen. no excuses, it just didnt. and so.. my results do show that fact. but i must still say that i'm glad that it isnt as bad as last year, phew! but its bad enough, i still have a long way to go, but not so much time. yup. i do hope that i can keep my mind straight to finish this lap, i shall do it! (:

btw, i was at the acjc funorama yesterday. not to offend anyone ( i'm sure the people i know did put in a lot of effort) but yes, i'll have to say that its still crappy. complaints: crowd, humidity and boringgg~ yeah, waste of my time, and money... but it was still worth a twitty little bit, to meet all the rv people once again. (: however, there was literally sweat trickling down my back. haha.

then i had to wait at venezia for a million years, until we were ready for dinner, even when i was alr full eating the 2 flavour cup, some waffle and 4.50 worth of honey mustard ham while waiting for the million years to be over. we went to holland v for sushi tei to celebrate cynric's birthday, which passed abt 14 days ago. haha. despite this fact, i did enjoy the meal, there was quite a lot to eat. gluttony takes over. after which i went home to bathe and sleep. haha. how utterly unexciting. boo.

i woke up pretty late today to discover that my class had apparently cancelled their outing to ecp and changed it to dinner, but i was, or should i say am to lazy to go. and as i have heard not too many people went. this is exactly how my class is like. everyone gets lazy - nobody goes. the outing is meant to be an on-the-mouth thing. i'm sorry i did not contribute or that i am just too lazy to travel to wherever it is on the other side of singapore to get insulted by my beloved classmates. (:

and with my highly sensitive self, i want to say that i am absolutely not obliged to do whatever you ask me to do. and so with that, i do not see a point in your aimless and useless comment or maybe, its just your own sad, dejected opinion of me. i would say that it is only demeaning on your part.

anyways, yesterday, i ask qiao if i was an irritating person, just to figure out why i am supposedly offending many people..... as someone in my class told me. well.. i cant say that its the truth. as qiao says abt biased sources.but no, i did not get any answers from her. so you can tag abt it if you want - why is phyllis irritating? i have no clue what-so-ever, so please enlighten me, i do not wish to put in the light of being completely egocentric or even to the extent of narcissism.

that's abt the end of my self-ranting entry.