the concept of scarcity is acting on me :\
simply because of my newly received SAT scores.
actually, i was rather happy to see it, but...
after asking around, it just makes me feel insecure again.
as usual, i feel like i could have done so very much better.
blehs.
i face perpetual discontentment.
limited ability meets unlimited expectations.
loneliness and discontentment are inherent to being human.
so, oh well :\
anyways, i got 2070.
supposed to happy already,
but i guess its just not enough in my highly competitive environment.
:(

and i had to forgo the supposedly exciting bball final today for....
(*drumrolls*)
BIO EXTRA LESSON. -> like its that unexpected -.-"

Baaaaaas.
too much work nowadays to catch up with
:(
sloth catches up
while diligence rots away.
my math remedial work is lagging.
notice: remedial, even remedial work is lagging.
imagine what's up with the rest of my work.
hahs.

and i have to put away the original plans to visit Malacca again.
because,
i signed up for the PSYCHOMETRIC ASSESSMENT EXERCISE.
(erhem.)
in case you think i have some mental instability at this moment,
i'm sorry to tell you that i havnt been to the doc yet.
GAGAGAGA. *.*
nope, its a mandatory test for the PSC scholarships.
but guess what, i'm really not even considering psc scholarships.
(not that they would even glimpse at my results anyway)
my purpose?
to see if i'm really:
mentally immature/
pure stupid/
tarded (to describe one so retarded, they do not deserve the 're').
haha.
yup. so you see.

anyways, i have to go off now(:
bye peeps, hope i've kept you entertained for 3 mins.

now for phyllis' quote of the day:

" All the world's a stage...
and most of us are just desperately under-rehearsed. zzzzzzzzzz"

p.s. pic shows my fellow pw-mates. with our long awaited 'A' (:
taken a long time ago, while i wasnt updating my blog.
respectively:
(from left)
jie lun the 'jay' - leader(:
phyllis the 'me/bimbo' :\
shuhui the 'machine gun'
sean the 'posterboy'
(from right, if seen upwards^)