deepadeedoooo, we've got all our blocks results back. hmm, analysis: improved? but not good enough? guess so. actually, i was quite happy abt bio, though i got 50, i think i deserved worse.... given i really din touch bio much, like chem. but everyone seems to think otherwise, including my over demanding bio teacher. haix, i guess i just have to work harder. but i figured i really improved quite a bit since last year. all the sleeping in lectures and blank tutorials. haha.... at least my worst grade now is a D, last year... its was US. haha, if you get what i mean. seriously, while my worst grade is D now, my BEST grade was D for blocks last year. how interesting. :/ lalala~ i believe with hardwork comes success. and i just realised something unbelievably ridiculous... everyone studies tutorials for exams except me!!!! omg, no wonder i suck. lol. other than the fact that i dont study much :| haha, but obviously, such grades are still not enough for scholarships, so i think i just have to mug my way through. as the saying goes: no sweets without sweat. somehow, now, even though i've convinced myself not to go overseas, i just really want to go again. i apparently believe that now, i can take care of myself.... which is true to a large extent, i suppose. which of you here can proudly claim cooking nice edible carbonara.... haha, i can. but, then again... i have eat carbonara and instant noodles everyday for 4 years? hahaha. ok, not too feasible, i should try expanding my limited cooking expertise. hmmm, yet, its not like i can get a scholarship to go anyways...... haha, but i'll try. i personally believe that an overseas education can change a person, for better or for worse, but i'll rather think its for the better. haha. i kind of want to realise my dream of living in paris. bleh... i doubt most scholarships would allow studies in non-english speaking countries, esp: FRANCE. because of their grande ecoles system.

ohhhh, and recently, i've been listening to westlife songs quite a bit, haha, makes me feel like i'm in primary school again. rahhhh.... haha, i cant believe i'm getting OLD. roars.
ok, back to work now, hah.

goodbye to the 'change or die' world.