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__ Wednesday, August 27, 2008


Ok, this are the results of the quiz that shuhui made me do. haha. its pretty cool, but i think everyone actually gets similar results :D

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

and so, people(SHENG HENG!) says that i havnt been updating my blog. bleh, yes, i'm too lazy to do so.

anyways, its our study break now. everyone is mugging their guts out. i was suppose to do my personal statement yesterday night. BUT, yet again, procrastination. its not that i dont want to do it, its just that i have no idea how to start in the first place. or rather, i'm too afraid to do so, expecting too much from myself, hoping to get into the schools no matter what (so i can see michael phelps swim?!) NAH.

i just want to go to the UK. UGH, everytime i look at the prospectus, i just think about how the competition in warwick is 12:1for a spot to an econs course, about how i have to waste another 200000 dollars on my nonexistent education, about how i can or should stay in singapore, about what my life would be like alone, about how i'm even going to get into the schools, about what difference would an overseas education make and if i have the self-discipline to be away from my parents ( considering that i wouldnt even bother going to school if my parents didnt fetch me)... the endless repercussions, deliberations. WHAT IS GOING TO HAPPEN TO ME?! haha, if only i was a psychic. but then again, would i be disappointed with the future? someody tell me!!! fear of the unknown.

that only thing i can rely on now is STUDYING. to provide me with the puny little driftwood security i can rely on in this ever-unpredictable world of mine.

in the weeks that i havnt updated, i have fallen in love with:
CALIBRI the font
HOT SHOT the show
JASON MRAZ the singer
ADELE the (female) singer
THE HOLY GREEN BOOKLET math revision
WARWICK the school
THE UNITED KINGDOM a country

"The remedy is the experience.
This is a dangerous liaison
I say the comedy is that it's serious.
This is a strange enough new play on words
I say the tragedy is how you're gonna spend
The rest of your nights with the light on
So shine the light on all of your friends
When it all amounts to nothing in the end.

I won't worry my life away.
I won't worry my life away. "

"Just take it easy
And celebrate the malleable reality
Nothing is ever as it seems
This life is but a dream"

"It takes a crane to build a crane
It takes two floors to make a story
It takes an egg to make a hen
It takes a hen to make an egg
There is no end to what I'm saying

It takes a thought to make a word
And it takes some words to make an action
And it takes some work to make it work
It takes some good to make it hurt
It takes some bad for satisfaction

Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la

It takes a night to make it dawn
And it takes a day to make you yawn brother
It takes some old to make you young
It takes some cold to know the sun
It takes the one to have the other

And it takes no time to fall in love
But it takes you years to know what love is
And it takes some fears to make you trust
It takes those tears to make it rust
It takes the dust to have it polished

Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la it is so...

It takes some silence to make sound
And It takes a loss before you found it
And It takes a road to go nowhere
It takes a toll to make you care
It takes a hole to make a mountain"

"Are you a riddle to solve all along?
Or am I over thinking thoughts of human after all

Only human
Made of flesh, made of sand, made of you and me
The planet's talking about a revolution
The natural laws ain't got no constitution
They've got a right to live their own life
But we keep paving over paradise

'Cause we're only human
Yes we are, only human
If it's our only excuse do you think we'll keep on being only human
Yes we are, yes we are
Only human, only human, only human
So far, so far..."

"I've made up my mind,
Don't need to think it over,
if I'm wrong I am right,
Don't need to look no further
...
Should i give up,
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere,
Or would it be a waste?
Even If i knew my place should i leave it there?
Should i give up,
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere
"

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