so i'm back here to update again, i thought i shouldnt end my posts on such a grim note. anyways, dont worry people, i'm not suicidal, yet at least. i only have myself to blame. people ard me have been saying so much abt how the a's is the determinant and prelims are less impt, dont you all realise that you are actually applying to which ever ambitious overseas schools with these results. ok, then again, yours might not be as crappy as mine, but yes, this directly means that i'm f-ing screwed. there's virtually no way i can be admitted to the schools with these crappy results of mine. and no, i'm not even applying to superior schools like oxford or cambridge.
i'm clearly pathetic.
the only slim chance i have, is my "all-impressive" personal statement, which if you havnt detected the sarcasm, is not impressive at all. but then again, there is still a miracle that the professors who are reading my statement have a completely different value system as me. perhaps, thay might see the hope or dwindling 'talent' in me that even i do not see. haha. ok, that's enough of pre-bed ranting for now. i have to go dream my nightmares now. goodnight world.