so i had my christmas party yesterday, solely for teenagers. haha.

it was really fun, except we had too much fun. too much to drink and broke a vase at home. 

way too much vodka and way too much chivas. 

but it was awesome. haha :)

we slept at 4 and woke up at 12. 

all 6 cosy-ed up on 2 single and 1 queen sized bed. 

wasnt too comfortable, but still slept well. 

well, probably the effect of alcohol. 

anyways, thanks peeps for all the cards and gifts. i really appreciate it. 

it will be the new year soon,

i shall think about my resolutions now...

not that i ever keep to them. haha.

oh.... i really want to see the guys off at tekong. haha.

i bet its super fun.

can you imagine all the sad guys being sent off to something they dread their entire lives. haha. ok, that sounds sadistic, but i'm sure its going to be fun. 

plus, sentimental too, with all the sad boys turning into 'real men' ! lol.

" you can be young only once,

but you can be immature for a lifetime. "

its a funny quote i saw on a shirt. 

its pretty true yeah?

actually i dont get the fuss about NS, i mean, i know its torturous and helpless that you have to go thru this silly mandatory 2 year camp. hah, but its part of life isnt it. i'm sure it'll turn out fine for everyone. just try to enjoy the ride. i think the guys probably feel the same way as when i was forced to join npcc. but i must say i did enjoy it some points along the way and i learnt so much thru the experience. so i'm thinking NS is probably the same. i think the lessons you learn ultimately outweighs every other unfortunate event or 'sorrow' along the way. perhaps you just have to see everything as a stepping stone to make you a better man. you'll probably think yourself thru all the cold and lonely nights. haha.

all i know, is that its terrible timing.

so put away all ideas for now. 

no waits. 

no qualms about it.

i need to get employed soon.

i'm terribly broke.

i'm awfully confused.

i'm infused with a certain emotion :)

it might be happiness, for all i know.  

its the feeling of having your friends and family all ard you.

this is exactly why i love christmas. 

its the loveliest season of all.