so i've got numerous new revelations about my situation now:
1) friends are those who stay by your side and understand your situation more than you do.
2) friends are people who think you're stupid for thinking the way you do, because you're amazing no matter what.
3) its not that difficult to deceive yourself that nus provides excellent world class education.
4) everything unfortunate that happens to you, must be leading you onto a better path.
5) my parents are the most fickle minded people ever.
6) dads can not have $150,000 to send you to uk for econs, but have $300,000 to send you to aust for vet science.
7) its tiring to carry the same thought all day.
8) i ought to make myself clear enough, so i can stop courting trouble.
9) nothing you plan, ever comes true. try the opposite for a change.
10) its not impossible to think that characters in korean dramas exist in real life. esp if its Yun Ji Hoo or So Yi Jeong.

hence, my new conclusion too.
no need to wait till december.
2009 is a shitty year.