i finally understand why i kept a diary.
so etoile can know exactly how i feel.
etoile is his/her name.
i have a tranny diary.
so he/she knows the perfectly formulated answer for my problems.
isnt that awesome.
except she's never really answered me.
right now, etoile is female.
cause i cant stand the other gender.
etoile is star btw.
but right now,
i cant stand stars either.
oh well.
i already named her that.
sigh.