what in the world.
i freaking cried watching confessions of a shopaholic.
what on the freaking earth is going on?
ugh, i no longer have the motivation to go work.
esp when i'm going to end this thurs.
even though i know its near the end and
i should at least give my best now....
its still shitty.
yawns.
why cant relationships be plain and simple.
i'm not afraid.
i just know better,
than to be irrational.
sure it will make things difficult and
nothing is ever predictable.
but at least i know i have better control than that.
and it sucks to know you're helpless and lost.
so oh well.
it rocks like that.