maybe i dont really wanna know
how your garden grows
cause i just wanna fly.

playing rockband etches songs in your brain.
all the songs that were on my ipod.
can now only be reached through youtube.
maybe i just miss them too much.

i was a failure for precamp.
went late and left early.
but i still met new friends, so its not that bad.
i missed another french lesson yet again. fk.
its screwing up my whole routine.

yet new friends can be a burden,
esp when you have to live up new ppl's expectations.
expectations to turn up for events, outings, fb-ing them.
what if i was really a hermit,
and all these are just way out of my league.
just quit bugging me,
please.