there's so much you can choose to do with your life, so many choices to make that you cringe at the thought of the future. i never chose how i wanted it to be, i just followed. what my parents told me, what my friends told me, what i saw. so why do i have this feeling that its not leading me anywhere. i'm lost in this maze of a life.

why did yall leave me here to suffer alone evils.......
there's no one to guide me anymore.

i cant put it into words, but the winds are changing,
and its already different now.

my mom refuses to stop staring at my comp.
she's got her eyes glued on me,
for 1 reason or another.