sometimes, or rather, many times.
things just dont go according to plan.
its just a detour that would lead you on a different path.
no one knows if its a longer shorter smoother tougher path.
we just have to rough it out.
and we will be fine,
eventually.

that's what we'll tell ourselves.

but really, the truth is, who are we lying to,
its comfortable on the track.

and sometimes, really sometimes,
you just dont know if you should be happy or not.

my random job at raffles hotel is a painnnnnn,
completely dreaded, no, HATED.
fking boring.
i'd rather die than ever work there again.
ok, i shall say that after saturday :/
and i wanna get my pay HR dept!
haha. faster give me my payyyy.

open house comm can kill themselves for all i care.
zzz.
emailing and waiting is just no fun at all.
boooo.

christmas seems awfully boring this year :(
my fav fav fav season of all.

but at least we're still having our PSF PARTAY ppl!
lamb lamb lamb will be there :D
i think there'll be 3 per person.
sambuca will be there too obviously.
haha, its already settling itself comfortably at zesa's.

mewii party is on....28th i guess.
but i totally forgot who i'm supposed to buy it for.
wahahahaha. sorry peeps.

gift exchanges are going to kill my bank account :(
BAHHHHH.
brokeness for the lose.

i realised....
that i can no longer write or type in a coherent passage.

you know, everything is gonna end in about 5 sems.
that is 2.5 years.
several hundred weeks.
several thousand days.
sounds like a long time,
but we've come a long way,
wayyyyy longer than this.
so have some faith.

if someone asked me what uni life was like,
i'd tell them:
it is the time of your life, slackest days ever, can sleep all day, dont need to do your work, dont need to attend lectures, your lecturers/tutors dont give a fk about you.

you know why?
because those god damn bastards before me told me this big fat lie.
so i am going to do them the honor of passing it on.