yeah, so i was reading your post weitingting,
if you ever see this.
but yups, it really means so much.

about facebook and all.
its just an example,
but so true in everyway.
you try to know a person through facebook,
learn about their past and their lives now,
you just want to know the person better.
and im saying this because
this applies to so many (friends or stalked preys)
(and yes lying fuckers, we ALL stalk people,
its up to you to admit you're like everyone else)
things that you were just not there to experience or feel.
but how much can you really know.
the feelings, the thoughts.
its just not the same person.
and sometimes, its just not what you want to know.
feels like you missed out on so much.
feels like you can do so much more.
i could,
maybe be there for a change.
maybe bump into them earlier.
but afterall, its just,
what's the point.
i was NOT there.
(or in the case of stalked preys,
we never knew the person in the first place)

its true what you said, that,
its what makes us human.
we remember and we forget.
but think about it,
how often do we remember the happy things.
its the pain and the heartbreaks that linger on.
and the happy things,
those are just exceptions.
so that you can fall harder when the pain comes.
that's the irony of it all.

so then what's the point of remembering,
when it hurts so much.
id really rather just forget.
even the happiness.
just so i dont have to live through the pain.
that's probably selfish.
but the joy just makes the pain hurt more,
so yes, i rather forget.
everything.

but on a lighter note:
omfg, going back to how i met your mother is like the best thing that happened since the exams ended. i love you barney. you are the funniest guy ive ever met. hahahahahahahaha. and oh yes, ive met you in my dreams.
"a lie is just a great story that someone ruined with the truth"
so fucking true.
the truth ruins everything.
its just better living a lie,
as long as you dont know the truth.

oh and people.
shutter island is the best god damn show ive watched in a long time.