mourning a loss
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Sunday, October 16, 2011
why is it that we often try to find more meaning than there really is with the passing of someone?
when jay posted the picture of s78 on fb, i was feeling all warm and fuzzy inside
sure i wasnt that close to yew chong or really knew her for who she was,
but she was once part of my life
and when she passed on, it just felt like i lost that tiny part of my life,
the one when i'm standing at the bench with shus and yew chong says something funny
the one when miss claire said she wasnt gonna be with us for the next year
the one when the class visited her in the hospital
the one when we celebrated with a cake when she came back to us
and the one when i met her in uni and was relieved she made it here with us, she was a year late, but nothing matters, she's here with us now.
and when jay posted the photo, i was glad, she brought the class closer together than we ever were since we left school.
she brought our hearts together and brought us back to the time when we were celebrating her return at the class bench.
and then i wonder, do we put more meaning to it than there really is.
she moved on without us, is there really more to it?
what if she really doesnt know what happens here anymore,
what if she doesnt see us get closer, what if she doesnt have access to fb wherever she is?
how do i tell her then?
that i'm thankful to you yew chong for being that tiny part of my life
rest in peace dear, we'll miss you.
i hope he took her from us for a good reason, and led her to a better place.
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Sunday, August 08, 2010
301st post D:
i'm moving over to:
regalpea.livejournal.com
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Tuesday, July 27, 2010
wooohooo my 300th post on blogger. hahaha.
okay, i dont know what im elated abt.
updates: work ended :D and im back from the motherland of cheapo shopping (so cheap that it scares my mom!) BKKKKKKKKKKK!
yayes, and now that im so free,
got a whole bunch of things to catch up to again!
1) SHOWSSSSS! :thankyewww dear dear for dlding shows to entertain me while he's off to hall camp :/ cant crash :'( megasaddasauraus
2) OWEEK CAMP :next week. L4D2 every night!!!!!
3) ROOM DECO :procrastinated since 89435734 years ago, i shall down put my ass, head and hands down to DIYYYYing my room :D :D prweets prweets. hearts and cages and photoframes.
4) NEW BLOG :im totally getting bored of my blog. new layout soon, now that i have so much time up my hands, html html html. that's right. im a geekazoid like that. im itching to get a formspring, even though it gonna be embarrassing if no one asks me questions, which is highly likely. but its so funny to read. and perfect for me, the annoying queen of retarded useless answers to any question asked. haha, so yeah, might try to get one.
5) and the last and most boring of all :CATCH UP WITH SCHOOL SHIT. with bidding and tutorial ballots coming up and buying of textbks :'( *frantic beeping sound to indicate stress and tension* oh then *boom* au revoir
ahhhh updates ovar.
now for the bkk trip.
hahahah, firstly to start it off:
we missed our flight!
it wasnt really funny at first, but you can imagine my reaction.
honestly god, some originality please, you've used this on me too many times to even surprise me. tsk.
after that it was alright, we ended buying another pair of tics from budget. mega-zzzzz-sauraus.
trip was good, we are very productive shoppers. haha.
but poor dearie had to follow us around buying clothes and beauty products.
awwwww.
and then when we came back...
apparently thai airways had cancelled our flight since we missed the plane inbound for bkk.
spell: f-u-c-k-e-d u-p
so the officer at the changi airport dint think of helping us reconfirm our flight back after we told her we were taking another plane into bkk.
so much for best service.
anyways, thanks to the prompt service from the thai side we did get our seats in the end.
LOLS, all in all, drama ttm.
i've tried running to the plane but not missing the plane entirely. hahahahahaha.
im gonna think twice about morning flights now.
ah yeah, that was about it i guess, whatever happened in between starts with shop and ends with ping.
satisfied shopper :D :D :D
heehee.
kknights.
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Saturday, July 17, 2010
CHALET CHALET CHALET :D
awesome awesome awesome.
as much as i love my arts camp peeps,
union og is still the bestie best.
its awesome to have a bunch of ppl who are so spontaneous and fun and stead on.
yayes, i love you gangsters.
shall upload some pics soon.
havnt been uploading pics in my entries for damn long.
and and and...
i dint have work all week!!!
damn awesome.
i am a (baby) sloth :D
i am a happy happy person.
tweets.
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Monday, July 05, 2010
ooooo i havnt blogged in so longggg!
hahaha nothing much to update anyone about
life's boring
work work work
i think after work i might not touch emails for about 17 years?
someone please check my nus email for me then
tuition work tuition work
sigh sometime i wished i had more tuition if not for the fact that its damn annoying esp when you have something on at night and tuitions just have to be in the evenings
oh well
what other job pays you 20 dollars an hour "helping" my tuition kid with her word search book while she does her assessments right
haha smart kids ftw
union camp coming up this week!
woohoo
3 days work week and 2+++++ whole days to spend with my now very free dearie :D
yayes
SIGH NEED TO DO MOD PREF SOON.
OMFG.
I HATE BIDDING.
FKING HATE MISSING MY MODS.
RAWR.
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Wednesday, June 23, 2010
shopping is essential.
so is money.
to make essential possible.
needa make money.
our little island has proven itself yet again to be too small a place to fuck up without dire conquences. like a place you cant clean up because someone keeps pouring crap over the same spot whenever they walk pass. and they tell others to dirty it too. BOOHOO. the solution? not mr muscle the weird detergent thingy, no. just dont fuck up seriously. keep yourself under some straps if neccessary. or simply admit yourself into a mental institution if you find that infinitely difficult.
and dont take this personally dearie. haha.
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Sunday, June 13, 2010
phyllis is just rotting her days away.
phyllis hates her job.
its horrible.
please call her back jobbie.
she needs you jobbie.
now that greys left her :(
it did end well though.
phyllis thinks the beatles is the best.
give her whatever they're high on.
she's susceptible to drugs, she is.
When something begins, you generally have no idea how it's going to end. The house you're going to sell becomes your home, the roommates you were forced to take in become your family and the one night stand you were determined to forget becomes the love of your life.
Doctors spend a lot of time focused on the future, planning it, working toward it. But at some point you start to realize your life is happening now. Not after med school, not after residency, right now. This is it. It's here. Blink and you'll miss it.
Did you say it? 'I love you. I don't ever want to live without you. You changed my life.' Did you say it? Make a plan. Set a goal. Work toward it, but every now and then, look around; Drink it in 'cause this is it. It might all be gone tomorrow.
Sometimes the past is something you can’t let go of. And sometimes the past is something we’ll do anything to forget. And sometimes we learn something new about the past that changes everything we know about the present.
phyllis loves talking in 3rd person.
phyllis is weird, she is.
i hate my name.
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